Saturday, November 21, 2009

late night
where i am
isn't where i've been

who i am
isn't who i've been

early morning
where i should be
isn't where i am

who i should be next to?

well, that answer is you.

Saturday, November 7, 2009


remember that time that i loved you?
it was like sparkling wine.

Monday, October 12, 2009


imperfection and perfection collide
when hate and love walk side by side
one is swept away while the other doesn't care
love drowns
hate lives
and you are with all of your problems that are left to sift
can't rescue what's already been lost
but you'd rather go back and would get there at all costs

Friday, June 5, 2009

toto, we're not in kansas anymore

wish i could tell
what i lost when i looked down that well
lost all my hopes
lost all my dreams
and all of it so very seems
to be unrealistic
and lacking in certain characteristics
wish i could say
how i got so lost, how i got this way
lost all my thoughts
lost all my directions
and all of it seems to be so thrown out of perspective
like a kaleidoscope 
i should have suspected ( the worst )
wish i knew
which road to pick
the red or the yellow brick
walk with a lion, or the one with the broomstick
i'm the lost one in the ruby slippers
and i'm afraid i'm losing my grip.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

summer is the beginning of all wonders

the start of summer
is never a bummer
hope is set out to sea
and here you are 
waiting for me
get ready, we're going sailing
this is summer 
so we're not going to think about our failing (grades)
wish this day would never end
sunshine and the smell of the ocean
fill up to the brim of my emotions
i want to live up north
when the sun never really sets
it just goes back and forth.
summer is when humanity truly feels alive.
all of our problems are left when we jump off and dive (into the water)
oh, dear summer i wish you could stay just a little bit longer.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

cease to exist

ruined and deceased
is this all you think of me?
this one little piece?
how am i to be judged
sentenced to death
or banished to the depths?
i choose neither
i cease to exist.

and with that, i hold onto.

A new shift
A new direction
I hope to dream
that things will change this second
I wait to see
the new things in store
I think to believe
That God will open up another door
for me to walk into.

I'd love to wish
that what I want
would just come through that door.
So many times has my heart
been trampled on that floor.

So hard to believe.
So hard to see.
I dream to hope
that what I dream
will come into being.

[but I pray to hear
a voice to say
"never give up
what I gave you to dream.
Dream of hope,
and soon you will see."]